
“Pida adrishya huncha, tara tyasle yo kalpanik banaudaina.”
“Yo ta keval ek dukhai matrai ho. Tapai thik hunuhuncha.”
Yo vakya maile anaginat choti suneko chu, dherai patak uniharu bata junle sacho maya gardachan. Mero pariwar, mero mitraharu, ra samparka-daharuharu pani, junle malai santvana dina khojdachan, uniharu le yo bhanchhan. Samaya sangai, ma hasihasai nod dilauna sikeko chu, chup lagna ra yo kshan bigat huna di'na sikeko chu. Tara bhitri man bata, maile sadhai bichhed bhayeko anubhav gareko chu. Yadi yo vastavma keval ek dukhai matrai bhayeko bhaye, mero jivan har choti rokaudaina, jaba yo chadha huncha.
Migraineharu sadharanta dukhaiharu jastai bujhinchhan, tara uniharu ek nurolojik avastha hun junle matha matra haina dherai kura haru prabhavit garchhan. Uniharu sanga dherai patak sardi, prakash ra awaj prati sansilata, ra dhyan kendrit garna garho banaune, uniharu sadharan dukhaiharu bhanda dherai gambhir hun. Yo vishay ko mahatva chha, tara din-din ka baat-chit haru ma, yo kadapi swikrit hudaina.
Maile varshan dekhi migraine ko anubhav gareko chu, ra kati choti bhaye pani, uniharu kahile sahaj hudaina. Jaba ek migraine suru huncha, yo uchcha swarma afno ghoshana gardaina; yo dhire-dhire banauncha. Prakash arambha ma bidhi bhanda kathan lagcha. Awaj haru bhari hun janchhan. Sana chal-chal haru pani prayas jasto lagchan. Kehi bata nai dukhai matra huda, ek gahan ra nirantar throbban huncha, junle sabai kura haru gardacha. Tyas kshan haru ma, yo lagcha ki mero sharir presente chha, tara ma purnha tyaha chhain.
Ghar ma, mero pariwar le parivartan dekhchhan. Tyasta dinharu chhan jaba ma andhakar room ma chup-chap baschu, sano awaj haru pani bachhauna. Mero ama-baba sadhai chinta garchhan, sodhanchan ki maile khayeki chhu, dawa leki chhu, athawa doctor lai dekhauna parchha ki bhani. Uniharuko chinta santvana hunxa...